Merry christmas everyone..
As early as i knew life more, all i prayed to God was to make my life an inspiration to whoever i come across.
My prayer was lord make me an inspiration and give me the grace of finishing..
A step backwards, 2015 was a year i prayed to fly….so many rocks to face and all but i kept telling myself i was going to get through it.
All that mattered was a shoulder to lean on and an ear to talk to. Did i get that?
Instead i got the rock more, a broken relationship who saw it coming def not me..That have me the keys to a shell.
2016….I saw myself struggling emotionally and physchologically😐😐. It really was..
2017….My best year yet, my healing year. In jan i got a bestfriend everyone needed, my dad. We bonded so well, if you know you know.. I saw a perfect soul in him.
I gradually saw myself mending again, i over did my daddys girl well. He made sure i read books that would build me up spiritually. He prepared me for a lot of things except his depature
When the he gave up on my laps, all i said was ‘Holy Ghost i need you now’ Immediatly i felt peace in me, i knew a saint was gone but a comforter is here.
I became an unbroken girl again, the holy spirit didnt only come to comfort me but also to heal me…Ahh so i was holding on to a finishing that wasnt gonna be.
Sometimes the rocks we face are needed to take us to our gold. I thought all i needed was love or validation from humans but all i needed was his presence and more of that. There i saw my life evolve i feel no hurt or pain but def i miss my dad.
I get to say, no matter what you are facing, ‘ Love God Totally and Watch him Work.
2017……my best year yet.
Thank God for the gift of the holy spirt.
Thank God for a clearer vision and purpose.
2018. Lets do this😊😊.